The day we talked about insecurities.

                         Hello beautiful souls,

Long time no see. I guess this what you get for being a Dental student. Believe me I was dreading to write something but pre clinical subjects got me hard. And guess what I passed my first year yaay!! And now I am back, hopefully. 

         Today I wanted to talk about something that had been nagging me for a long time. My insecurities. I learnt, in these years of my life, that no matter how hard you try your insecurities exist as long as you live but its up to you to let them tear you or make you strong. Insecurities are the deep dark secrets within our selves that we never share with anyone, too afraid that if we talk about them they'll take over. All our lives we hide from our insecurities, trying to make a living. I never put my insecurities in words because I am scared they'll turn out to be true. Lets be honest denial is the best remedy to hide from your monsters. It is the easiest route. I don't know any other way to fight them. Confront them, they say but I am too scared to break.  
          So instead I fight them by never showing them. I pretend they don't exist and as far as it is, I am going strong. Yes I sometimes I cry myself to sleep not because my insecurities haunt me but because I feel tired of fighting and hiding them. Yes I still wake up with smile on my face because I know everyone have their monsters to fight and their battles to win then seeing me mourning over my failing battles. Sometimes I feel too weak, too broken , too defeated but then I know if someone who can fight these battles with courage and valour its only me. So every day I promise myself to never give up. Everyday I walk out of my house believing that I will win eventually because its my life and its my kingdom, and being the queen I hold the power. I move on everyday believing that it gets better and believe me one day it'll, not just for me but for all the people fighting like me. So hold on darling, you are almost there. Don't let them win. Wear a smile , until you wear your crown of victory. It'll be hard but it'll be worth it.
Don't let them hold you.

It feels so good to pour my heart out. I hope you best of luck for your battles and keep fighting. 
Until next time.
With love,

                                             ADIOS!!

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